"You are the only person i've ever met who can stand a bookstore as long as i am" - Junot Diaz, This Is How You Lose Her

"There's no pot of gold in the rainbows we chase but we hold on" - Best Mistake, Ariana Grande 

And i would still choose you over and over♪

I never knew

It was possible

To fall in love

Right when that

Someone said your name.

If i told you that hundreds of angel with wings dipped in lustrous white pearls, several skies away, line up in our clear-blue moonlit night sky just to admire the glistening shimmer of your soul, would you belive me?

Because they do. 

last autumn, she fell in love
with you the way that
the leaves
     f
           e
                  l
                         l
            to the cold earth
            that year started
            and you said that
            love her,
                 but later,
                 that summer in heat
                 you left her,
                 because you changed your mind
                 with n o t h i n g but a torn heart
                 she kept on loving you
                 like she had from the start
                      and she missed you as much
                      as the moon misses the sun
                      darling oh darling,
                      you were the one    

because 

i could watch you

for a single 

minute

and find 

a thousand things

that i love

about you

Maybe it was my fault for falling in love with your words instead of your smile and i was more interested in your veins than your eyes and maybe that's why i'm crying at 4am because you look at me like i'm a murderer but if this love was a crime scene you'd be the one with the gun.

The way you made me feel

When your hand wanders

Towards mine

And our fingers intertwine softly

As soft as velvet

But firmly

That i don't want to

let go of you 

We'll run away. We'll drive through places we've always talked about visiting, eating out from cereal boxes and living on whatever we have. We'll sleep under the stars and fall in love over and over again.

I'm afraid you'll find someone prettier, smarter, cooler, taller, skinnier, nicer, calmer, clearer, stronger, better than me

The Tormented

I'm looking at him staring at her

A fake smile I had to muster

Pain should not show, lest they discover

the torment that my heart suffers

He smiled at her and she smiled back,while I

overwhelmed with pain had to glance aside

My heart just died a thousand times, but I

Just smile and turn to my man at my side.

The Girl In The Rose Petal Dress

Evening languishes oner a blistering Camelot

A burning bush tattooed on a sigil etched sky

Gripped tight by the gnarled hand of the divine

Hosannah voices echoing into the last divide.

It always feels so real

So what's the big deal?

Between the numbness

And what I sometimes feel.

She rides across stratospheric gales

Her oracle eyes leaving vapour trails

And when she smiles I come alive

From my Lazarus sleep and I thrive.

It hurts more when I kneel

My thoughts become more unreal

Between the numbness

And what I sometimes feel.

There is a stream of consciousness

When I often, sometimes dream 

Where I float in a sea of darkness

Where I'm caught up in between.

Summer surrounds me with her storms

Her voice is poetry spoken in raindrops

Of glittering showers and watery refrains

Drowning me in verse I hope never stops.

She makes it all real and a believer of me

That I would discard this overcoat life to be

And feel her windy smile on my sailcloth face

To set myself adrift across her rose petal sea.

Puoi solo dire, che piu ti fa soffrire, piu ancora l'amerai ♪

"Methinks i could write a volume to you, but all the language on earth would fail in saying how much and with what disinterested passion i am ever yours"

"Doesn't it scare you sometimes how time flies and nothing changes?" 

- Ikka Natassa

I've Loved You So Long

but i can't turn away

Christmas in Chatsworth House

Real Gabinete Português de Leitura, Rio de Janeiro

the moment when you feel like no one can see you

how about shut yr fn' up if youuuuu really really really really really really really really really really didn't know aaaaaaaanything 'bout me ehehehehe-ehehehehe

in just a couple days

'cause we could pretend for a minute or two
but as soon as it's real
i hope you know how to shoot
or just step away from me

no i don't wanna be 

anything other than someone you could leave 

no i don't wanna stand

'cause everybody know that something always goes wrong

love is in my arms every now and again

but i don't wanna harm you like i know i can

so don't believe me 'cause i don't believe myself

you were at the bottom in the list of people i wanna hurt

nope

you're not in there

maybe okay will be our always

it's gettin' deeper and deeper

so tell me, will it end up like another one side love story of mine?

and i'm glad to have gigabestfriend here

who?

Another One Bites the Dust

yep well before this i thought you were more mature than this.
BUT,  the fact is... omg i even didn't know how to say.
you've ruined everything.
when i just wanna focus on what i want to reach,
when i just thinking about how to be arquitate,
when i just do not wanna thinking about another fuckin relationship,
and then you did it..
congrats because now you are the-vision-tunnel of people

Are you happy? Are you satisfied? How long can you stand the heat?

when i write this post, my eyes swelling

either because of someone's words this afternoon or because i'm starting hate myself. but, what i most grateful from today is when i wanna cry, there's always someone who will be there for me. honestly, you are the only person who can make me feel better after all. as i know, i'm glad you're here